11/20/10

Child's Play

Kayla twitched her tail away from Devin, giggling at having foiled him again.

He sat back against the wall of the plastic stairwell, his lips pulled sideways with a good-natured measure of mingled amusement and exasperation.

"Now, now," he intoned, "you have to let me enjoy you in that costume eventually."

Kayla peered down at him from the landing, teeth pulling her lower lip into her smile. The over-sized blue cat ears perched in her mess of blonde hair made the sparkle in her angelic eyes all the more pronounced.

"Eventually," she conceded, dangling her tail back down the multi-colored stairs. "I don't know anything about now."

The male said nothing in reply, his green eyes intent on the furry length of blue fabric just out of his reach, his body tense though he held perfectly still. Patience and persistence were what would allow him to win.

Kayla glanced back over the edge, unsure of whether the game continued or even if Devin was still there. She frowned at his inaction and let her tail down just a little bit lower.

He pounced, winding the end of the tail around his palm. Victory danced in the teeth of his feral grin.

Kayla struggled mutely on the upper landing to get away, grabbing on to the lip of the slide for leverage, but with no real hope for escape. The tail was attached firmly to the shorts she wore, and she was prevented from shucking those by the multiple belts intended to support the extra weight.

She smiled as she gave in and her fingers slipped from the hard plastic edges.

Devin pulled her, hand over hand, down the stairs into his lap, disregarding every small scrape and bruise she gained on the descent.

"I know about now," he growled at his prize. "Isn't that fortunate?"

Kayla licked her lips and wove her fingers through his dark hair, caressing the horns he wore.

"Very," she purred, arching her neck for a kiss.

He evaded her with a smirk. They were playing by his rules now.

The blonde's lips pushed out into a pretty pout.

He chuckled.

"Eventually," he answered. "Now," emphasis dripped off the word, "we are going to have some wine."

He turned and made his way smoothly down the plastic steps, despite the double awkwardness imposed by the low clearance and his burden.

She blinked up at him in the clearer light of the open playground.

"I thought we were only playing," she protested.

The horned man didn't respond as he forged through the twilight that had stolen the playground's usual occupants away for trick-or-treating.

Kayla clutched tightly at his shoulders, guileless blue eyes locked on his darkened face. His normally familiar features were now as unclear to her as the clouds around the moon.

A chime sounded as he pushed through the door to the wine boutique across the street, and fluorescent lights made his visage clear to her once more.

Kayla's shoulders relaxed, and then tensed again as she felt a disapproving state come to rest on her. She slowly ripped her gaze from Devin to see Father Patrick glaring at them.

The shopkeeper pushed a bag at the priest.

"Here you go, Father. This should be enough to get you through tomorrow," he said cheerfully. "You just let me know if your order's ever delayed again. I'll be happy to cut you the same deal any time."

"The Lord thanks you," the man intoned gravely, eyes still on Kayla and her companion. "There will be many in need of absolution in the morning." He pursed his lips.

Devin let her slide down his body to a standing position, but continued to hold her tail wrapped about his hand.

The shopkeeper glanced up from the register at the priest's odd intonation, and beamed at the pair.

"Good evening, Mr. Finn!" he greeted. "I've got just the perfect vintage for Halloween night! It's so deep and well-aged, it's almost scary!" The man laughed at his own bad joke. "Come on back and taste it - I know you'll appreciate it!"

"If it's up to my standards, I may take a little," he drawled as he stepped toward the door now held open for him, dropping Kayla's tail.

"But-" she demurred, reaching back for the security of their connection.

"I'll be back," he whispered, his lips warm against her ear, and then disappeared into the depths of the store.

She was left alone with the priest.

Silence reigned as both came to the realization.

"Well now, Kayla, my little lost lamb." Father Patrick spoke first. "You had to know that God would find you again eventually."

Her eyes went wide and her lips went white.

"Oh, yes! I understand it all now," he continued, gesturing grandly as he moved toward her. She shrank into the wall, her tail trailing before her.

"God decreed that the usual order of communion wine should be delayed so that I might be here on this Devil's Night," he spat the capital letters, "to see you, fallen and seduced by Satan, and finally penetrate that bubble you've constructed around yourself."

Father Patrick knelt to pick up her tail. He held the fuzzy length like he would a copperhead, his lip curled.

"This isn't child's play, Kayla." The patient tone he used, the almost kind inflection, was entirely incongruous with the way he looked over the girl in her cute little kitten costume. "I don't know how to get the importance of following God's rules into you."

Abruptly, the priest snapped his fist closed around the costume piece and yanked. The woman cried out in pain as the various belts on the shorts bit into her.

Father Patrick dropped the tail at her feet, now satisfied.

"Come back to church tomorrow," he said, scooping his package of wine off the counter, smiling amiably. "You can be a lamb of God's flock again."

The door chimed as he left.

Kayla was still standing, pressed against the wall, blue eyes wide and teary, when Devin returned, a bottle of red wine in one hand.

"You'll absolutely love this...."

His brow creased with concern, then realization and self-reproach, as he saw his little kitty. He set the wine on the counter, walked softly over to where she stood, unseeing, and gathered her close.

She shivered a little, tension easing slightly but noticeably from her frame.

He rubbed her back and, absently, plucked up her tail, winding the length of it about his hand.

Gaze still locked in a space outside of the material world, Kayla arched her neck towards him.

Now he gave her a kiss.

New Contest Winnings

The week of November 5, "Plexiglass Possibilities" was placed second under the name Sarah Darling. I realized only after hearing from some of my readers that it didn't do as well as I might have hoped because it reads like it should be a short story rather than a blog post. However, it is, as Steward House says, "a unique perspective on the 'call-back.'" So, that's a good. You can find it here.

Last week, I entered the piece I've been absolutely slaving over. While the placement was, again, not what I had hoped for (I mean, I've been working on this piece for well over two months), the review showed that it conveyed exactly what I intended. Here's the link and the piece itself will be going up here in short order.

11/19/10

Once More With Feeling

We know everything and don't want to.

There are no exceptions.

So, tonight, I'm going to dance and I'm going to forget.

Then the fairy tale will end and we'll all go back to reality.

Maybe reality will be different for it, but I doubt it.

So I'll forget beyond tonight.

There is no need to covet what I do not have.

Let's enjoy it while it lasts, however brief a time that may be.

I won't mention it again.

But at least he smiled for awhile.

Maybe they'll call me 'baby' when we get back.

Honestly, I think I'd like that. How very, very strange.

Things have certainly changed.

Where do we go from here?

The curtain will almost certainly not close on a kiss, and my life lacks a soundtrack, so there'll be no ending cheer.

11/18/10

Fairy Tale

This is just a fairy tale. I'm going to wake up, go back to school and reality, and it will all go back to the way it was.

So what's to do? Do I just go with it, enjoy it while it lasts, or do I fight it, push it, try to change it? Does it even matter what I do?

I fly fine on my own, but she flies best with me by her side. Does that mean I'm obligated to be her wing? Sometimes it feels like it. It's the stage, the sidekick, the show. Irony shows its hand as it all comes full circle. (It always does.)

Logic dictates that there is nothing there, but body language takes over and indicates otherwise, leaving us both far too serious. The realization is a robbery. He's no Prince Charming, and even if I look up and see masculinity, I'm no princess. I'm not even Danielle, one wing ripped away. It was made obvious in the way we both ran and looked to the floor. (But why does it have to be anything more?)

Will I at least be kissed awake? I somehow doubt it. The carriage will simply become a pumpkin, and I am very conscientious about keeping my heels on my feet.

On Losing Control

For all that's real does not glisten in the light, but resides in the darker places where it slithers and slides. (You silly person - how do you even know this is right?)

Why do you manufacture memories, sit back and watch your hormones take over? Life is lived on a subconscious level - all you have to do is take notice.

Okay, Mademoiselle Meaningless. You know what it all signifies. It doesn't have to make sense now - take the spiral staircase, and someday you'll see it all.

11/2/10

Puzzling

I think of all the ways in which things connect - the past, the present, all the little ironies between circumstance and expectation. How could we have known it would be this way, even as we knew all along? Despite all the possibilities, this is the only way it could be.

My ankle hurts for a reason, a rebel against the runes that mark it for some cause, however obscure. What does it all mean, the seven of cups and the eyes I draw and the way I can't stop thinking about him, however much I long to? There are answers, but they require more puzzle pieces than I can hold at once. They connect in small ways I can't yet see, am yet incapable of consciously perceiving. (So much of substance lays beneath the surface.)

I want to figure things out, think it through and find the answers. (I am almost certain of the plural.) Perhaps that is the problem. Too much information overwhelms. Draw a line at the end of the sentence - start from there. But I've long since lost track of where the paragraph breaks. (An excuse - as long as I start somewhere, the pieces will click into place.)

I always said that I had little use for a prince, but a knight in well-worn armor was dandy in my view. This one certainly has a sword, but can I call him a knight? Chivalry is dead in him, that's for sure. He validates my cynicism at every turn and I want to be surprised, I am astonished to learn. Title him "THE" and all the girls know whom you mean. I pray this fascination with him is merely ennui.

Perhaps if I ask about the past, there will be a reply. Perhaps not an answer - nothing so satisfying as that - but maybe a clue, another puzzle piece. (It probably won't fit.) But it would be something - a key that could maybe make the latch click (locking or unlocking, I'm not sure).

But everything means something; everything connects. My ankle is still hurting and I still can't stop thinking about him and that question still rings away. Do you know what I dream about? (I can't quite remember....)